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yeah thats what happened today !

last day of school before winter break, YEAHHH ALL DEM BITCHES CRAWL

hello winter

on dec3rd , happy 3 month to me and babysimon. :)

my jersey i choose for basketball was number 33 !

9-03 when simon made me queen & the other 3 becuase it was our 3 month!

even though i dont like the day 903 but as long as your mines =)

we went to buffalo wild wings to eat some chicken!♥

simon went pussay status and ate some smiliing shit . HEHE

love you foreverrr

December 4th - me and simon went to seward , i could see that seward is very very dead. but that never ends our fun. we played basketball and this nigga is a jerk . he lebron shit on me and block the ball outta my hand. RAWRR but he said i improve alot , love you baby. your still mean :) then after basketball , we tried to play tennis. LMFAO it was way to cold and simon kept making the tennis ball fly EVERYWHEREE. it was so windy and yet he beams the shit outta of. BOOOOO :P so instead of tennis we went to play racket ball, SO FRIGGIN intense. i was doing so good no lie but i still lost. then we stopped becuase i was a pmsing bitch. /: sowwwiee. i pms alot today and yet simon still took it, i love you alot♥ every single day is something new with you :)

surprising

simon showed up @ the morning again ! (: he bought me breakfast and walked me to school. i fucking love you so much, thank you ! i was very very surprise just so unexpected. loveyou♥

basketball is so fustrated.!@#$%^ gotta get better !

no life

took me an hour just to find a cool tumblr layout.

-_-

sexual great saturday

SOOOOOOO i wanted to rock climb at thanksgiving which was on the 25th , thursday. BUT OMFGG that place is closed -_- . its a pretty cool place. i think its gonna be fun rock climbing together with everyone becuase we can all race each other and secretly push each other down. BUT NOWWWW ; i have no flippin` idea what i wanna do. SHIET

today i went to the foever 21 on 54th street? With simon and karennn =) it was fun, we were so amazed by all the clothes and gooodamn i like the guys section, ALOT. they had so much jacket to choose from , but for the women , not much ! :O simon bought a leather jacket and damn you look fine. cant wait to see you tmr in it .

after forever21 we went to seward and i was playing simon singles. damn .. LOL i dont even wanna talk about that. i just know that i did the meanest spike evar ... sooooo YAWK JEW ! (: but lol .. i got killed everything time i head back after my serve , damn i suck !

then later me simon helen went to chill. it was funny becuase we were playing chinese poker. i also suck in that toooo. i lost so badly -_- but it was fun while it last.

KAY BYE SEXUAL Sat (: LMFAO

only helen and simon would know.

so BYE

sweat until my cloth come offf

basketball season is starting :)

well thats not really a happy idea. i got a lot of running to do and i get off till 6 ! outside is mad dark and its creepy over theree!

i sweat like a fucking fish, im wet all over and i stankkkkk

schools cool , even though theres this thing going on.

but what kinda friends says "i'll talk to her whenever i need her."

what you tryna say? mad rude. so when you dont need me you aint gonna talk?

yeahhh so wtf.

almost my birthday , no idea what to do.

i wanna go rock climbing :)

and deadass i really dooo,

so guys , get ready for great news !

where have you been!?

bloggg , sorry once again. lmfao

so what happen recently?

uhh ... jessica birthday.

happy birthday cutay tay :)

but theres this fucking nigga ruin my moodd

2month past , simon♥

staying strongg. sorry bout everything

for making you worried

for acting so stupiddd.

even though we saw each other so little today,

i hope were just gonna have time to just let everything outt, ♥

i want everything to wash away and just keep moving foward

i love youu so muchh, your my everythingggg

i hope you had fun with my baby cousins today, they ♥ you !

sophia , "do you want to kisss simon" . hell fucking yeah i do .

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

wedding , november14th (:

congrats to biew gorr !

i was bored as hell but @ least i danced.

hahaaaa ♥

chillay

everythings paranormal ..
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welcome november.
a month of hardcore kicking my mom belly
till i got out on the 26th (:
HEHEHEH

love you boyy =)

simon gave me the hugest suprise evarr ! ♥ suprise attack me ♥♥♥♥ !!! (: thanks for sneakly picking me up , saying you were heading to work; got me rushing to gtfo outta schoool.
LOVE YOU SO MUCH ! i fat how odeee, im the happiest girl ever .

BOYFFRAND&&II ♥

almost 2month. :) i love you to death!

Happy Days!

hola cuties & husband simon reading this (:

GOOODDAYYYYY !
okay first of all , the dinner out.
with simon, helen, amy, conroy, alex !
(: then headed to paceee
Theres this freaky ass nigga that act like hes in some military shit. It was kinda scary becuase he was crawling around looking under girls skirt, or 'checking' them out. So if anyones desprate, go to pace and fuckthat nigga so he dont show his face there ever again !
We also played volleyball. That was very fun :D i remember that i told alex to set the volleyball back hard to it can hit helen. The ball like zoom right into helen and it was HILARIOUS. HOOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO !! It was also very fun when we kept hitting the ball high and that tonybony keeps messing up. HOHOHOHOHO !#$%&**!

then today , chillling @ seward.
it was great but it was aiteeee ! First started off playing handball with simon against alex and michaelwu. HEHEHE , WE WON (: & michael to pussay to rerun, yup, pussayeater !! haha :) michael wu went home later. then play a few more games and then went to eat with simon. eating somewhat felt liek FOREVER. which was goood♥ When we came back , we sat there for a bit. Then simon went to play basketball w/ some people. & i was just chilling with alex & the lost child solomandar. Went to pace with alex and we saw michael wu again ! We sat there at jack for friggin hours , kinda, and just sit and chill. I kept laughing once again then i eventually got tired and took a nap. BUT I WASNT THE ONLY ONE NAPPING! michael was the only one awake sitting between be and alex as we fall into space and nap, haha. when we woke up, IT FELT LIKE I SLEPT FOR HOURS. that how friggin tired i was. we'll alex said the same thing but its becuase this nigga was in cacooo land, LMFAO. (: We went back to seward and watch the intense basketball. After they were done which was like a total of 3 GAMES , OH MY LORD! everyone was sweat`en balls. then hours later, someone recommended to play chinese handball.
IT WAS MADD FUNNN (: so it was .. me , alex, michaelwu, rudy, wayne, and steven. We kept killing each other and steven kept getting block and was running like he gotta go through same mazeeee! haha , a good way to end the day. ;)

♥MOVIENIGHT :)

movies with simon at night (:
thought we wouldnt make it in time cause i kept chillin @ seward. haha
GOT IN THERE @ THE START OF THE MOVIE , DOT !
Life as we know it and legend of gardians of goohailaieweiuwo (no idea what the hell title was)
i did not want to watch no friggin paranormal @ nighttime. THATS CRAZY!
we got back @ chinatown around 11:40 ish?
went to go eat at yummy nooodles :]
baboloo treatinggggggggggggggggg ♥
i love youuu , a great nighttt

you cross one thing out of my list , haha
so how many more to goooo !? LOL
sorry for wasting your money simon :(

Work Work WORKKK

went to sohos with my girlfrands. they are the best ♥ We went around to look for halloween costumes and omfg there were so many choices. Im still deciding whether i should dress up or not. Everybody feels like dressing up this year, FUN. :] But most of the costumes look mad slutty which i am DEFF not ! Esther wanted to be a Gypsie , whatever thats called but that shit cost so much. When the fuck did costumes became so expensive? It was about 50 bucks. i can go to china with that kind of money. holy shit !! Then went around sohos and had some major fun , haha (:

the bet is kinda off , lmfao! I didnt go to school for 1 day this week and so red lobsters have changed into another date. My nigga stephanie cutted class & Elizabeth over here didnt go to school too ! Yeah i guess its a habit inside of that. But we trying our hardest ! SO WATCH WE GONNA GO EAT RED LOBSTERS SOOON :)

NOT A WEAKING .

• ballroom quiz [ done ]
  
• chemistry homework(s) [ done ]
  
• english essay <- due tuesday.
  
• Ap homeworks & quiz. <- doing it tmr.

OKAY , FIGHTINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG !!

Starting new

full day of school today. what a wonkydonky. yeah, havent been in school for weeks now & today is when i start brand new. this week is the last marking period and i slowly getting my grades up. I did my french project thats very important. all i need now is ..

• ballroom quiz
• chemistry homework(s)
• english essay
• Ap homeworks & quiz.

yeah thats what i get for cutting almost 1 week of school. but i dont give up. i may be weak but who said its not possible? haha me, stephanie, and elizabeth gotta stay for a month than celebrate @ red lobster or olive garden for such hard work, lmfaoo :)

im a moody child; im sad, im happy, i go fucking crazy. PMS? yeah,maybe.

Stressing

I cant stand life. But that doesnt mean ima give up, ima get back my act together & work hard.

Kids Again

Lmfaoooo , i almost dying laughin just remmbering itt. :) so i was playing @ grand with simon during night time and was playing tagggg! So i had flats on and it was so hard for me to run SOOO i took it off and ran all bare foot. SO DIRTYYYY !! LMFAOOO. so we were chasing each other like some little no lives , hehe. But then theres this one time that i told simon ima give him 5 seconds to run offf. So i started to count , "ONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE..." ND SIMON JUST CHARGED & RAN AWAY. LMFAOOOOOOO the fuck up shit i did was that i only gave him one second and i already started running after him, so he didnt know i was behind him HARHARHARHARHHOMHOMHOM !! :D then when he turned around , he got dumb scared & trip on this woooden block and went flyingggg ! haha it gave me a good laugh , but i hope your toes feel better simonn :] glad you didnt bump into that brick wall ahead of youuu, i need you to remeember stuff for me becuase i got some short term memos nikkkaaa !

cutting class odee , im such a liar . ): teen fut aw lahhhh , diew.
but deadass , NO FUCKING MOREEE
SOMEONE SMACK THE LIVING SENSES OUTTA ME !

Birthdays !

THE ONLY BIRTHDAY I CARE ABOUT IS KARENS . (:
SO HAPPPY BIRTHDAY KAREN SHI ! sorry i didnt get to chill with you the whole day becuase of sophias and my grandpas birthday. but i hope you had fun; i also heard you baggin mad guys after we left ! dont think that i dont know whats going on , lily told me EVERYTHANG. haha lmfaoooo ! sorry that agnes was being mad clingy on too you but deadass , she friggin loves you. She only rememeber your name so well but not ours. WTF IS GOOD WITH THAT!? nigga probably because of your pretty face ♥ haha , so happy birthday to you babybooo :]

Also happy birthday to grandpa & sophia ! ♥♥♥♥♥


My dad is pissing me off lately. Not even my dad, my friggin parents. They think i care bout what they say about my social life, but it really doesnt. the more they wanna talk shit, the less i care. Its not gonna change anything. So they can go talk all about it just that i wont be listening ! :]

Boyfringles

Todays simons birthday; HE DEFF had a goood time today ! hehe (:
Didnt go to schoool just for him becuase i wanna spend my time with him since he didnt go to his classess. happy day today. just disgustingly tired; my eyes are saggy as fuck.

okayyyyyy byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

I MISSS YOUUUUUUUUUUU

HELLO BLOGGGG. MAN DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I MISS YOU? DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I HATE IT WHEN I SLACK OFF & DONT BLOG?! OMG I ONLY BLOG LESS THAN 10 LAST MONTH. GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH; LET ME GIVE YOU A KISS BLOGGIEEE(: !!

okay hello helllo , ima start to blog againnn! i think i stopped becuase i've been living @ my grannys. its been one month now and im finally back @ home. delancey home, omg. hate it here but i guess its gonna make me blog moreee. :] im actually happy that im blogging recently again, but the sad thing is that i see people stop blogging themselves ): awww! dont ever stop , I LIKE READING BOUT YOU GUYS. I STALK EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOUUU. ALL DAY; EVERYDAY ;D well not reallyy , theres so much blog to read that i dont bother haha (: BUT IM SO HOPPPPYYYYYYY ; IDK WHY. i feel like im flying with unicorns and rainbows around me. hehehehe , one honkydonky child !

so my bathroom is fixed, its kinda pretty. but that doent change my thought of moving away. i dont care if my bathroom is pretty or not ! WHY CANT THEY JUST FIX THE APT WHILE THEY AT IT ?! so little space & thats why i dont do homework. but whateverrr. i just dont know when is the time to tell my dad. i told my mom shitload of time but she doesnt seem to give a shit. & i think its gonna take longer to move becuase they JUST fixed the bathroom. DAMMIT ; SHOOOT MEEEE. hurry up simon , buy me a mansion !!

I MISS YOU KAREN , ITS ALMOST YUR BIRTHDAYYY.
GOTTA SPEND TIME WIFFF YOU BABYYYY <3


cuffed for a month now & still goinggg, i love you sluieeee ! :]

Friggin Fall

i notice i dont blog as much as the other 2 month that has gone by. But whoever doesnt know, im living at my grannys. My damn home is under construction & i havent been home for about 2 weeks now. Haha im still not home yet, thats great =) i dont like home. its a hell hole and disgustang.

im sickkk. caught a cold and it lead to a headache. oh my fucking god! im sweating for no reason and i slept at 5 till 9 something. Im botu sleep again becuase this shit hurts, no lie. :(

drop it

ii was a weak child today. :[ life just fucking hit me and i just couldnt talk it anymore. So much bull is thrown at me all at once and i dont know how to handle it. And what? i cried bout four times today? That barely happens , i dont cry , i dont like to cry, & what i hate the most ? showing people my tears @ my weakesttt.

now; i could really care less bout what people say.
i go by my own rules & what i wanna do. fuck your shit.
- i sound like a little bitch , let me stopp.

dinner with everyone. i was more happier cuase i guess i dropped it. then pace but then took a stroll with beebee simon & helennnn & yeah carrying on, LOL . dumb chilly but simon lend me his dress shirt. i know he was freezing so i never friggin let go. =)

dot dot dot.

lifes a struggle.

i loveeeeeeeeeeee it

A few days agoooo ....

me and simon went to that sanginario in little italyyy :)
it was really nice becuase there wasnt much people and i didnt need to wait for anything. the only thing i wanted to do was to get some goldfish! so we went hunting for that. once we found that stand , he wasted 9 nine dollars. yeahhh sorrry babe for wasting yur $$ ! /: But we end up getting 2 goldfishessss! one name sluieee & of course the other one catfishhhh. x3 yeah it wasnt worth the money but spending time with him is all good :) then we walked more around and then told simon to play that shoooting water game stand thingyy. i told him to always get the seat number7 because i swear to god that number always wins. But right when simon was about to give the money some other family gave the money before us and took seat number seven. so simon sat at seat number eighttt. so thennn .... guess what .... NUMBER FUCKING SEVEN WONNN. OHH MANNNN. see im psychic! but its okayy! at least we trieddd & next time sit at seat nubmer 7 ! after that we rode the ferris wheel. um like BEST RIDE EVER? no body was on line && me and simon just sat there and they spin and spin. so nicee and calm :) then when we stopped at the time. MYFUCKINGGOSHHH, scary -_- such a little pussy of me

not cutting class till jan, thats a promise to myself.

and todayyyyy ....
i had a great time with simon cept the end. i was scared; never have been this scared. i didnt know what to think; it was way too soon for this to even for this to happen. But its no ones fault. We both didnt expect it, i just drop it and move on. Thats just life. Sometimes we just gotta drop it and make the hope for the better in the future. dont worry, my smile came back :)

Waddup.

I havent blog for days now. omfggg but im alive. no worries ! so its one full week of school and i just keep constantly changing my schedulee. I dont think im gonna switch my 7th period lunch anymore, simon eats with me anywayyys :) ; well only every other day kinda. Well today this nigga was about to make me burst. He coudnt even wait one minute of his life. I went through blocks& blocks tryna find him. I didnt have my phone with becuase i forgot to bring it out. Finally when i found him , i thought i was gonna be late back to class. But i actually had 20 minute to spare. So i spent it with simon of course. :) I made simon go inside my school. Its not really school properties becuase were outsidee. So we were just chillin and wasted alot of time! (: Then i had to head back inside and simon left off to sewardd.

O yeahhh, i changed my schedule&& end up having ballroom second period. Omfg i look like a loser, deadass. Everybody knew thier steps and shit already and im just a confused child. I messed up with all the partners i worked with. Damn they must think i suck -___- but i can say i like ballroom dancing so im looking forward to it.

Seward today but stephanie and liz came and chill with me today! Their having a lot of guy issues so they just wanted to step back. I love chilling with the both of them. Everything we do is fun and i really cant live without you guys(: i also won a game with stephanie today ! againt dennis. haha , goood shit

I was so mean to simon today. But you know i love you (: i dont mean it.

1st

First day of school. it was ehh. i got seven period lunch and thats really bullshit. 7th period lunch is when the freshman has it. But now that sophmores can go outside to eat, i callled simon to eat with me. Since he was done with schoool (: so i told him lunch starts at 1:40 & he tells me hes gonna be by my school around 1:50. Im out at 1:50 and this nigga is not thereee! Took him another 5 mins or so & i soon have to get back to schoool. He ran here and it was already late before i can even make it back in time since i wanna go eat with him. So i decided not to go to last period. Since i only have 8 classes. Yeah i know, its bad /: So i just went to seward with simon, being with him is all worth it. he makes me hoppy haha :D

seward then pace. its the usual now. everyone goes home earlier

4 day break , ima make it fun until school really starts !

New Month

September wasnt a great start. There was some family issue and some things that i just cant think straight. Mom was freaking out and yelling her guts out just becuase i wasnt sure where i left my phone. Yeah, like wtf? But now shes nicer but i still dont want to talk to her. She smacked my face pretty goddamn hard that my glasses fell off. Fat peice of shit. But whatever she calm now, dont even wanna look @ her.

Things changed now , accept it. Stop stressing and move on! I really feel upset when i see my friends all depressed yet i cant do anything bout it. i do care, i wanna know. Cuase everybody goes through stress and its hurts even more just keeping everything to yourself. You dont have to go through it alone. i dont like seeing people stress; kinda gets me thinking. What your reason?

Small Beautiful You

LMFAO. dont mind my face.
the birds claw was fucking SHARP.
bird names is lily :)
the most beautifulest bird evar.

When i put lily on my finger , i wanted to scream becuase its nail was so fucking long and sharp! But i man up and let it just be there. So i wa walkign around until i decided i want to see it fly. I looked at the bird and then flick my hand like a bitch. haha so mean. It flew all the back to its home , and it was pretty far. haha (:

Thanks

l0ve4lyfe
i get mad if that happens
cuz then i know i missed out
thats y i want to b awake as much as possible
cuz my friend was saying
back a few years ago
y sleep so much
do as much as u can
cuz u going to sleep forever when u die

omfg solo just like inspired me; i was talking to him about how i hate coming outside at three becuase i cant really do shit. so tomorrow , im waking early to do mad shit , and fuck shit up in handball. :] thank you solo, you the best. ima try to wake up as early as i can and come outside AND HAVE FUN WITH LIFE TILL THE VERY END.


thank you michael wu . thanks for listening. (:

you are so beautiful, wonderful.

arg , i havent blogged lately!

just days ago i came back from upstatee. :)
Just 2 days and it was okay. Most of time were on the freaking bus. But we went we to niagara falls. I saw many types of waterfalls. it was really pretty too, mostly at night time. The waterfall looks super beautiful and gorgeous! We went also under the waterfall. It was really fun :] Most when i got went , i felt like it was a amusement park ride! But overrall, fuck you busridee. & go check out the pictures ! its @ my sisters facebook album

Hmmm what else happened? ooo today. Went to eat with everyone! At lukes lobster. It was so much money, oh my lord. I bought simon his food too becuase all he have been ever doing was treat me. Now its my turn to be a sweetheart and owe him back. [: Dennis got his richlike lobster roll while me and jessica got crabroll. So freakin delicious. & michaelwu, simon and susan got shrimprolll. We basicually just ate the whole day today. omfg, so much pound gained. -.- Then met up with helen, amy, and jin later on. dada didnt look so happy :( it kinda scares me becuase i wanna know whats hes up tooo! So i hope you feel better for whatever your thinking bout. Then after a few minutes of walking around, then it was already time for dinner. MORE eating. ate at c&L with everyone. They gave us free hot and sour soup. so i heard you tight solomander (: i think i freakin love that place now! Simon hit me , spilled shit on me, and was being a jerk to me on aim today; but its okay becuase your number1. Just go have a great time @ collegeee :]

Let my perfume, Soak in in your sweater.

Im Ready for You - DrizzyDrake.

"R.I.P. to the girl you used to see;
Her days are over. Baby she’s over."

&& ... "Yeah I hear you talkin’, don’t know who you tryin’ to flatter."

I feel like these lyrics relate to me ;
Thats why i can sing this part for hours.

So lately, peoples been coming up to me talking bout one specific topic that i hate explaining the most. Now i think im sick of hearing it. But i can see why people talk about it though, I can't even think straight when people ask me. Things gonna work out,i'll just wait. argh.

This Pain

I chilled with thania , crystal , yeegee today. i was suppose to meet them earlier but i overslept , once again. :( sowwiee. So i met up with them at tompkins where they were sitting on the grass. We were just girl talking, laughing :) Then after hours or talking we went to crystals place to chill once again. It sucks becuase fluffy was not there and so was chippy. I LOVE PICKING ON THEM!#%^. o yeah while walking our way to crystals , we saw ismael . omfg , you fineeeee. LOL. i dont understand why i always ignore you but im glad i saw you today :) so after hugging him , someone was calling me. I was like wtf , where is itcoming from. Then i looked up and it was dimples! [; He was chilling in his friends place and amazingly it was just across from crystals place. It was good bumping into him too becuase i miss him even more! He was yelling my name outside the window; haha he looks like a monkey. :] so glad to see you guys today, ismael & dimpless♥.

when i was walking home i started to cramp badly. I couldnt walk and i starting to sweat. Then right at the point of going go seward , i was dizzy. I felt like i couldnt even look striaght so im like fuck it and try to make it my way to home. My legs starting to shake , i dont know what the hell is happening to my body. I tried to cool down by sitting in front of my door but i was about to fucking die. So i ran up the stairs and try to take a shit and cool down. But even if , i couldnt stop shaking. So i just got inside the tub and took a really cold shower. That didnt help also. So i try to go sleep. OMFG now , i thought i fucking died. I was yelling and screaming the pain away. I got my chinese yao and put on the 'bwak faw yao'. I rub my tummy hard and it fucking burns. i felt so weak , i couldnt even move. i even put a blanket over me so i can just sweat it off and not feel the pain. I slept till around 10 and i feel much better. This feeling was fucking arduous. im glad that everythings okay. But simon has a headache, so i hope you feel better soon too!

Talking Trash.

angry today; just so fucking stupid. okay start with this fucking nigger. you knows how to complain about the dumbest shit. So you now understand why we aint so close anymore? Cuase im tired of you fucking complaining. I give you what you want and you end up backing down. & at the end for you to say how the fuck i messed up and lost? Fuck outta my face. Yeah im gonna talk all the shit i want.

and this other bitchass acting like girl. I dont fucking understand but outta all the girls , you choose to only get mad at me. I see they being annoying and you dont ever tend to get mad. But when it comes to me , you fucking give me a whole other side of you. So you know what ? Fuck you. I dont care if you mad. You acting like a little bitch to me. I'll make you even more angry and i wont even care. So you go act like a little girl getting mad at me. Great ! i dont careee.

I finally told you. Sometime i really wish i can tell you face to face. So then i could see how you would handle it & would you really just drop the conversation like that. You sure handle it well , you still left me so regretful . Yeah , Thanks. Be glad i choose this road.

beggin`.

beggin - madcon.
really great song. heard it from step up 3d (:

- at grandmas place chilling with the liddo sophia and agnes. they so grown up now. :( they were dancing to the song nobody by wondergirls. sometimes i just wanna smack agnes across her bumbum; shes always saying how "ooo i wanna do what sophias does". like everything. & i ask her "why do you always want to follow what your bigger sister do?" shes like "becuase everything she do is more fun" . No agnes , you can have the same amount of fun. you need to learn bout having your own freedom & to enjoy it also. But hey your young , i though the same when i was younger. But when you grow up, you'll be like wtf was i saying. :)


you know what , fuck that

Liz is back (:

met up with elizabethtsang & chilled with her. (: We were waiting on 1 court for almost more than 2 hours. her fault ! we finally get to play but it was a four on. Liz just came back from china so the game wasnt so serious. we played against these backcourt people. speaking of backcourt , i went with elizabeth there later on. Everybody was fuckin smokin. ohdee. Meet alot of people & backcourt people aint that 'tuff&mean'. They kinddd. :)

Sleepover ! It was really fun. i was being such an annoying little bitch. Slept at 5 and had to wake up @ 8. So its about 3 hours of sleep? Went to seward and was really tireddd. I couldnt stop yawning but now im not tired at all.

Got Guts

boneless wild wings today. so freakin delicious. :) and im happy that i ate 4 blazin wings. That shit is god like. This time i got wild and hunneybbq. so fucking delicious. i got the guts to eat this spicy& im a girl sayyyyyy WHAAAA?!

went back to grand with alex first. stupid simon kept complaining how badly he gotta peepee. talking to alex is mad funny. he wonders how i will act when liquor hits me , ITS NOT CUTE AT ALL. & you promised me. (: hopefully you keep your words! because you know how much i will stress if i found out. Anything is possible. remember that alex !

Hanging out with elizabeth today. i miss you and love you so much (:

simons back !

i suck dick in handball right now. i hate being so rusty. /: i felt like i learned nothing when i know i goddammit didd! Yesterday i was playing with conroy & i just wanted to kill myself. I missed almost every shot and probably got conroy dumb tight. And today i was playing with solomon and its the same outcome. suckballs. now i dont know if i ever should take a break of handball. this is the outcome of it & its not fucking goood ! i want to remain a godly left . /:

Simons back! Im happy :) When i was walking to seward, i was just freakin anxious. Even tho i took a shit long hours to come outside. When i was actually in front of seward, i didnt see simon @ the handball courts. I was bout to cry , then when i was walking to the entrance. THERE WAS SIMON! i was being an immature little girl & kept on yelling his name ohdee loud. i couldnt shut up , i was able to see simon again! after these long 8 dayssss. he still the same old simon. :]

Went to pace quite early today. I thought there would be nothing to do. but i was wronggg. We were playing taps shiet. LMFAO i couldnt stop being a little bitch. i was being like another m.huang and was going nuts&angry. not tryna say anything mean michael. (: i was fucking sitting next to solo & simon and they were HARSH. they beam that shit on my and i get SO SCARED. but when i get 'angry' , I FUCK SHIT UP. HAHA ! it was really funny becuase it gets intense & people fuck each other by beaming that shit. Dennis was scaring the shit outta us becuase when he has the ball , he will choose someone and beam the shit outta them. LOL , sometimes we get lucky and beam that shit back right to him. :) my holy jeez , i was sweating balls. now this is a night i would die forr; just to have fun. jin drove us back home. michaelwu was kind enough to walk home becuase the car didnt fit enough people. james was being annoying; whatever. i dont want him to chill with us. i just want him to like just be a friend. not a friend to chill with everyday or some sort. it pisses me off.

thats not only that pisses me off;
but i got the guts to just forget.

Beauty Alert !

yesterday @ night we went to this church jin grew up in. It was fun :) Something to do rather than pace! It was a last min plan becuase all of a sudden people wanted pizza. & Jin was nice enough to let us chill inside the church. There was ping pong and foosball. I love foosball. When i was younger, i love the feeling of 'the goalie shot' . But i suck. i lost to jin and susan. i was fucking sweating balls and it was pretty humid inside thereee. I ate about 6 pizza and i was full alright. So full that i had the meanest stomach ache ever. ): And i was a bit stressing too. So both of those emotion mix together is not a good feeling ! But after i took a shower, then i started to cool off. One of the best night everrr (: - Ping pong was epic too. Watching everyone do thier godly spikes was hilarious. Michael Huang was deff funny beuase he was getting a bit happy and started to aim the ball everywhere, flying out and shitt ! I played later on when everyone was cooling off. I swear to god i was pwning buttholes; i was god. LOL

Hm , i went to do my hair today! I love it so so so so much. I dont want it to be ruin but i know it will soooon. right now its all staight and shit but later on its gonna look like a electric lion hair -_- not cutee. But i love the color of my hair. i want it to be brunette but its just darkbrown with some gray. yeah gray, becuase the motherfucking bleach ruined it. /: The cost was pretty pricy but i can say its worth it. :) i lOVE my hair and its gonna take a long time before i change it. Thanks to people who actually notice. Tells me how much you've been paying attention !

I don't know what to do lately, seward is not that fun and i dont know what else to do. I was thinking of volunteer but i dont want to go myself; & summer is almost over. I hope i do as much as i can before school starts and not regret a single moment.

Deeep into dreams

movies today . :) not bad. Inception was awesome. When they were dreaming again, i was so excited. i dont know why ! lols. i lost count of how many dreams they had in a row and i almost forgot wheather they were in reality or not! & the thing is that , it still makes me wonder if the end was a dream or not. I LOVE IT SO MUUCHHHH. i wish i can think deep into my dreams. That would be epicc. And it would be even cooler if all my friends were in the dream with me! UGH, WHY CANT THESE SHIT BE REAL ?! love inception alot.

then we moved on to step up 3d. Its not bad. The only part i like was when it was secondbattle. That was dopeee. (: They were swirling and puffing water out. Oh my fucking god. Moose ! Team Pirates! But i dont like it as much as the 1st@2nd step up. This one was just decent, if it was more epic like the 1st and 2nd then this shit would be jamming ! The ballroom dancing shit was cool too (: I wish one day i can do that, once im old and pretty !

Like 2 days ago, me and helen was on jins car. Jin went to go buy sweet potatoes fries and we were just waiting for him inside the car. I turned the music SO LOUD that i couldnt even har helen when she was talking. IT WAS SO FUNNY BECUASE SHE WAS YELLING AND SCREAMING so i can hear what the hell she is saying. And we had the AC on so we closed the window. We were talking at the top of our lungs while the music. its fucking loud as hell ! It was funny though becuase we were bout to break the mutherfucking glasss. Shit is to funny ! :)

Secretly Evil

i feel so messed up but seeing you all fustrated makes me wanna party. ;]
i dont know how i start to develop such evil side , but i like it .

So today i non stop walking back and forth to jacks to seward.
Seward was so hot and i didnt feel like doing anything.
i played like only 2 games ; one against florence and susan.
and one against stanley and ronjiejie ?! LMFAOO.
its nice to play with hollyy. its been awhileeee . :]

conroy treated to lunch ! oh my fucking gosh. i've been getting treated alot!
thats why i love you guys , (: you dont let me die in starvation !
Michael wus treating tomorrow , so fucking happpppyyy.
But theres a reason behind it , we gonna have some serious chitchat.

Chilled at pace after seward w/ conroy, solomon, susan, and michael . :]
Had a great time thanks to conroy. he was singing his gay celion dickqwiuyw song.
and i was singing my lungs outttt. HAHAHA x 3
He doesnt even try making me laugh , yet i still doo.
Conroy Cui is also someone i can talk to bout anything; like the wierdest shit ever.

ima try to blog everyother day. Ever since i made tumblr. i got lazy with blogspot. BUT ITS NOT GONNA HAPPEN. IMA BLOG BOUT EVERYTHING POSSIBLE. PEACE TO THE MIDDLE EAST. !

August !

okay i woke up meeting up with michael becuase he said he was gonna buy me lunchh. :] well yes i was super happy! We went to gude gude and i ate a yum yum sandwichh. Everything was going great until i finish gudegude and retardly left my phoneeee -____- . WHATS EVEN MORE SAD IS THAT I NOTICE THAT I DIDNT HAVE MY PHONE UNTIL I HIBERNATE ONCE TO SEWARD. holy fucking shit . i walked back to gude gude with michael and my phone is gone. -__- I wasn't really mad or anything but it was a kind gift simon gave me and i feel like shit. ]; but hey , it means no parents annoying me and shit. no problem !

Then i went to seward and play some games. =)
I played with conroyyyyyyyyyyyy ! Hes so tough.
We won against chris and michaelwuu ; we were doing pretty good.
mostly conroy , some godly ass hitt (:
i didnt like it at first becuase the first thing chris said was
' he was only gonna use his left '. Yeah i wonder why -.-
I got serious & the game goeess byy.
But when we played the second game ,
yeah nigga conroy go eat shitttt ! . Hogging then missing.
Lost to zeehao & shenggg. I was doing fair , dont know bout conroy. LOL :]
Yooo i love intense games, they make me want to do better.
But conroy makes a good handball partner , i can depend on you !

- Then played with my sister against conroy&dennis.
I can say that , i did pretty decent. Not as hardcoreee. SHIT !
Susan probably must had the greatest game in her lifeee .
But i swear you could have done better. No worries. Thats why we learn
At least we dont really get as mad as each other.

i think i like handball more then i thought i did.

So simon went on cruise , i hope you have fun!
come back looking BUFFFFFFFFFFFF . !

Laughatize.

SOHOBILLARDSTODAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY :)
i was doing so shitty today. i cant fucking focuss !
Susan pwn`d my ass twice & she just started -__- .
I've been playing at least more than that in my life.
It was okay , it killed alot of time. Solo fucked shit up
Its also very funny when people messed up!

Chipotle at st marks .
So fucking fulling .

Seward & basketball.
No handball today, amazingly!
I was wearing my cute dress.
got stomped on mad times , AHEM HELEN.
we played knocked out . mad fun =)

Me&Amy&Helen&Susan went on a hunt.
hahaha , everyone indiviually seperated !
madd freakin suspiciousss . its so funny though
But we end up knowing the truthh.
were just thinking to muchh. heeeheeeeeeeeee

some real laughs today , prettyhappy(:

As michael wu told me with power,
'accept changeee.'
i felt it , & now i think i will.


TOOTS NIGGAS FROM AUSTRALIA. !

Bitch die.

amy talking mad shit for no reason. Always want to start shit! Nobody wants to look at her ugly tumblr anyways. She got follower becuase she asked people to follow her. She asked me to follow her once i told her bout my tumblr. now what the shit is this? You keep saying your tumblr looks better than everyone, when its one of the ugliest i've ever seen. Ew nigga. Look at my blog , 15 followers. Mines look colorful so everyone would feel happy . You hating hard. Just go home . :)


--
my day was so bad. lost to tony in handball badly! -_-
But whatever! I will do better next time. no worries !

All day , Everyday

sushi @ floflos. :) it was fun making sushi with so much to choose. cept that everyone started to sneak in the kitchen to steal someee ! we almost got no more left. But thanks to jessica for buying some more ingredients , we made some moreee ! It was nice making sushi with everyonee. (: We watched 'grown ups & pokemon' while we at it. hahas! and the funny shit was that florence kept rolling on the floor laughing. This nigga floflo , haha.

So then the next day , JOGGINGGGG in the morninggg!
with helen, simon , conroyy. :) im telling you; i dont give up.
at first me and helen was jogging at the same pace until i slowwed down.
slowwed down alot that simon and conroy ended up faster than us.
But when we jogged back to manhattan , i was ahead of helen!
goood enoughh ! conroy&simon was shitfast . ):
one day i will be right in between you guys and WE will talk, yupyup.

later on the day , i went to seward and wasted mad time till dinner. We were suppose to celebrate michaelhuangs&solomandarr birthday dinner thing. Thier birthday pasted MADD long ago. We were divided to 2 different tables , but no worries! I didnt want to really sit in that table anyways. Im not close to one of them. Actually , not close at all . Some self invite -_-. Then went to pace afterwards to chill.

FUCKING HELEN IS SO EPICLY FUNNAY. LOLOROFLMFAOMGINGING. WE WERE PLAYING THIS SLEEPING SHIT WHERE WE PRETEND TO SLEEP BUT RATHER MINES OR HER EYES WOULD OPEN AT THE SAME TIME. HAHAHAHA . :)

some good laughs today !

oh yeah , by the way . i made a tumblr. But that doesnt mean i'll ever stop bloggingg! tumblr is just there to look pretty , but blogging to write down the memories. (: find my tumblr if you can.

Calm The Soul.

“Tell me when you hear my silence.” Think about it this way: Someone in this world is attending a funeral right now and weeping at the coffin. The lady in that to-die-for baby pink chiffon scarf who passed you in the street might have just been turned away from her last job interview for the third consecutive day.
The well-dressed, smart-looking man dressed in a suit carrying his briefcase to work could be battling cancer. That rich-looking lady in the limousine that you’re really envious of, who just drove past, might be really upset because she just heard the news that her husband’s passed away in a car crash.
Or maybe that grungy teen on the corner of the street is just this close to having a break down because she thinks she might be pregnant and her boyfriend is nowhere to be found. And how about that middle-aged lady who looked so kind, maybe she’s actually got no money on her to buy her dog some food and pay the hospital bills for her sick daughter?
So smile at a stranger, tell a girl she’s beautiful, don’t be mean because you never know if you might just provide them with their final reason to promptly expire later that night at home.”
In my recent fight for a better world, for a world of less hatred and irrational judgment, this is what I’ve been wanting to write to you guys in so long. This is the reason why I try not to snap so easily at anonymous hate messages anymore,because as much as they hurt to read, I know that on the other end of the computer is just another human being, with a life of their own - and sending hurtful messages through the internet is just another one of the things they do, maybe another mistake.
So don’t fight fire with fire. Fight darkness with kindness. In life, everyone hurts, and adding to theirs is never something to be proud of. So don’t let little things get to you, and instead let them know you’re there to spread joy, not hate."

I really thank karen for sending me this. Kinda woke me up. (:
Karen , i dont know what will i ever do without you by my side.
you listen to my problems &; is willing to help me out.
Because being mad just aint me , its not cuteeeeeeee.
I love you so much girl . Come back to NY already !

Who do you think I am ?

morning is seward /: It was really humid and i never thought of playing handball. But i played a game against brian. I am no where near this nigga level but i still tend to play singles with him. LOL i know , holy fuck ! I got 12 points? Fair enough since im not as brolic as guys. (: I was slacking ohdee but whatever ! When im feeling mad good in handball , he will go yawk seee! Hmm , then later on it just rained. What the fuck to do in rainy days?! We stayed in jacks , then Mees Cafe, then mcdonalds. Then i just needa break of peoples faces , so i told everyone im going to my grannys. But im really not. I believe Solo got the message first , smart ! So then later on i ended up with my sister and solomanderr. Now for some odd reason , it wasnt boring ! I was in my epic laughing moment & we just camwhore like for shitload of hours. We were near seaport just chilling. & then all of a sudden i got tired and shawwwdaup for a whilee. Then pace & home. A regular day.

everyones making a tumblr ):
makes me want one too ! but i'll make it later-ish?

Now lets get a little personal . Im so tired of fucking stupid shit. I will not repeat myself , just becuase im young , dont fucking take advantage. You piss me off so good. Now everyone thinks i get mad at anything , i wonder why is that. No fucking shit , its you. You think i've change but im just tired of laughing it off. Fuck that. But yeah , i think i know better than that now. "My life continues with or without you" . Both way is fine. I really dont care. You act like you can just walk in and out of my life. Your so lucky that i am able to just ignore it and drop it. But deadass, i think your being way more immature. You fucking make every single cell in me shake.


&; i will change.

Trigger you right in the ♥.

/: my mom like just fucking flipped out once i got home. and she thought i was doing bad things or those shit becuase i came home with a rose. a rose frankie kindly gave me. She just came outta no where cursing in chinese and was like "look how young you are and you already know how to date?! No wonder you came home late, doing bad things. Better not dare to fucking date." I wanna fuck stab her. I wanted to save my beautiful flower and put it in the vase. Then she thought i was already doing 'bad things'. I told her shitload of times I was not doing anything. But shes like "yeah, keep deny it," fuckin yelling it. I just shut the fuck up.
I took the rose from the vase, broke it into peices & torn all the fucking pedals apart. Now when she wakes the fuck up , she will see no rose. happy now mom? To prove to my fucking mom i was just having a friendly dinner. She doesnt even fucking trust me. Just becuase this time i came home with a rose, she throws a bitchfit. I always come home late. So wtf. I cried alittle becuase it was just a present. Just so sorry frankie huangg. This is why i hate home , dealing with someone like her.

Just jog it off.

Lets get some FOURPACS!

my day was fucking i dont know. haha lol
great first game with sister against quiwahwah & his partnerr.
then played wendy & her partner ; FUCKING SUCK BALLS.
and i dont know why i drip gallons of sweat.

THEN THE MANLY SIDE OF ME CAME . (:
so i told myself that i needa start watching my weight.
I was talking to simon bout it and i told him we have to run the bridge.
But at times i got lazy, & complain bout my period.
BUTTTTTTTTTTT i just couldnt just watch myself eat anymore.
SO I RAN THE BRIDGE TODAY :D .
i was like always 5mins away from simon. diew
I never sweated this fucking hard .
but i never gave up . (: I ran the whole bridge back&forthh!
Thanks simon for jogging with meee ! ♥
I WILL BE BEAUTIFUL IN NO TIMEEEE.
jogging tomorrow , whoot whoot . byeeee.

i cant stop (:ING

This fucking pimple . Came outta no where... ITS SO BIG. i wanna pop it and put the puss into a cup and make you DRINK IT hahas! :) i think its becuase i've been eating ALOT. i barely come home to eat anymore becuase i like to hang out superr late. fucking lord ! speaking of eating , i've been eating TOOO much. i gained 8 pounds ever since basketball season was over. :/ During basketball practice, i use to run a mile almost everyday. To keep fit & be healthy. Now im just butt lazy & eat like a fucking piggggg. ): Gotta stop with such bad eating habits. Ima start jogging w/ the guys and drop down the 8 pounds. I swear to god, if holly could drop so much weight. So will annieee! Its not a bad thing holly ! You motivated me . (=

Um , my anger issue days are over. I just dont like mention about it. I told bout 3 people why i was very angry& most people just found out themselves. Ahems AmyLau! you know me well babygirl :) Like if they want to talk shit , they can. If they cant take a joke , its not my fault. Everyone knows im a person who jokes around so get with it. But whatever . If talking shit is what people do best , i will take even more shit. LMFAO; "Go hard or go home" The quote i live by. haha ! its just sad that , your create such an angry little asian girl in me. :) no more chemistry ? i sincerly dont give a fuck . LOL i sound so angry once again. LAWL kay, end with this angry shitt.!@#^%&*( . NO MORE BITING& BE A CUTE DUMBO DWARF HOPPING AROUNDDDD . =)

• Jin drove up to NewJerseyGarden! Its so fucking beautiful . (:
• MICHAEL WU CALLED ME FUCKING HOT !! ♥
  
• why is my blog so colorful ?! i was bored.

LAWL . its pretty though !

happy annie makes happy unicorn talk spanish.
HHAHAHAH LMFAO. i needa go die. byeee.

What to do for the rest of this summer? no fucking idea.

Grrr

HOLY FUCKING SHIT ;
yeah , im starting to develop some anger issue.

i love amy&helen . I love watching you girls do your thang once you step inside the volleyball court. :) Even though its a rough start , you bitches make me proud. Mostly you amy , i freakin love youuuu. You stay tough babygirl ! :D

Thoughts

Bored . Like Very. But sometimes we have days like this (:
just nothing to do.

Omfg , hate it when people complain. And also like to talk about shit that directs to somebody specifically. Yes you know it, so please don't do it.

Holy
Fucking
Shit.
Shut
Up
Please?

Skateeeeeee

skating at world ice arena at queens. i really like that place (:
i didn't skate very well at first but got the hang of it.
theres this one fall that i almost broke my chin. like so close!
play tag with everyone; everyone was pretty quick . :]
dennis ovar here hurt himself pretty bad . like some cacoon arms.
then head back to pace w/ everyone.
Ate popeyes with simon, michaelng, and susan.
Some deep convos. haha :) only if there were more 'michael wu's in this world' .
went home and its dumb bored. /: .


Theres so much i want to scream out .

SpicyTuesday

went yumcha with the goodfrands this morning. It was a good start to the morning until fucking rain poured outta no where. holy shitface , i was feeling so disgusting and i just wanna pick the world up and ima drop it on your fucking head. yeah that kind of feeling. :) LMFAO. My jordans were starting to form blisters on my heel and i went to duaneread for some band-aids. and by the time i was done, BOOM. rain was dripping bullets. the only thing i cared about was my eye make up, if that shit would have wash away. I would look like the witch from wizard of oz. That is one ugly mother fuckerrr. >:O

Then we went to jessicas place to wait until the rain stops. I got dumb for the first movie but the second movie, i was very interested. Fucking old perverts. Its so disgusting. Thanks jessica for buying pizza for us. I still know that i owe you 2$. (:

After that we went to buffalo wild wings. That shit was intense. Blazin is fucking blazing ! No joke. >:O But i order 6 canadian jerk, and 6 hot buffalo wings. (: Which is a total of 12. Guys like Simon, Both Michael, Dennis got BLAZINGGGGGGG. i ate one fucking blazing wing and i was about to cry. i wanted to just drink and squeal like a pussay like conroy. conroy ate ALSO one blazing wing , and then nose bleed outta no where. HAHAHAHAHA. this nigga (: Its funny how a guy like him just cant handle manly shit. Wonder how his life will go! Then after eating blazing wing, we were gonna head back home. It was a fun adventure with simon running around everywhere till the cops came. /: i still feel bad, like no joke! Im gald you didnt mind. (: You is a tough nigga!

MayLok , someone kinda broke the counter. haha funny guy . :D

- - - - - - - - - - ♥
Im just very disapointted lately. yes, for the same goddamn reason. for some reason i just cant do it. it wasnt even that long ago when i said i gotta start facing whats coming ahead of me. i dont understand why im still hurting myself like this. i told myself so much times and yet i just come again and do the same shit. I don't even know how it ended up like this. I fucking hate it. I really do. Every fucking day i come home wondering why the fuck am i still continuing like this and then get stress the fuck out. Yeah , i am stress. But i don't everyone worrying becuase im NOT that type to ever be stress. Its just crazy. I dont know how to even deal with this anymore. I tell myself everythings gonna run through smoothly but thats not what my heart tells me. Im so damn selfish, there has to be a end to this.

Happy Smiles

I went to the movies and watched about 3 movies? half of The last AirBender;despicable me; and eclipse. i fucking love despicable me! mostly agnes. but i gotta say, vectors kinda cute.♥

Hello frands, that picture to my right is booboo stewart. i fucking love him a lot. he looks chinese , but hes not. (: He was in the movie eclipse. you guys problably didnt know who the hell he is but he was the new 'member' of the group. Speaking of eclipse, it wasnt my favorite becuase its just , kiss kiss, war, yay happy ending -_- And most of the time i cant enjoy it becuase this nigga frankie cant freakin shut the fuck up! When its the part where bella + edward kissing, frankie fucking stoned looked at me. IM LIKE WTFONX!? cant you see im tryna enjoy a moment here! Not only that, i was so in LOVE with jacob. (; he is a cutie no joke. i was a jacob fan last year but now im just in love with booboo stewart! I hope the last movie , breakin dawn will be better becuase i heard they gonna have sex ! HAHA lols (:

Despicable Me. (: i love it so much! Mostly agnes♥ i swear to god shes chinese. Just look at her. Big eyes, bowl cut, pointy hair. holy shit , i better born a baby as this cute!


So tomorrow is the day; im not being a hypocrite to my own words. To susan, holly, and lily. A deal is a deal. And mostly to Karen Shi , to not get myself into such stress & confusion. I cant see myself just continuing like this! Today is my last day. ): Susan kept reminding me. Thats why i try to have much fun before I can't. Yeahs, i wont lose.

My Heart Speaks

TodayJune8th; i went to seward.
won micheal with my left against his. obviously i pwn butt =)
im a lefty your a righty. what a challenge! gee.
then went to pace; alot of talk w/ guys. :]
i finally know what to do from now on.

i swear with all my mighty strength & heart;
im done fucking around. period.
holly ye over here; i dont want you thinking bout me like that!
if you think bout me like that , probably every other girl thinks the same.
So guys, ima be back to the boring ass annie. kaybye. yay !
sorry if i dissapoint you guys. HAHHAHAHAHA.
cuase certain people cuased me to act this way. ahems!

Whats In Store

• Woke up chilling with laus .
• Went to jacks to meet up with aLex & michael.
• dennis and simon came later.
• walked around with jessica and meet with guys later.
• at quicklys helping my boo florence. :)
  
• guys went back to seward .
• Went to Ec & saw the nigga ng.
• Walk back to seward with florence and jessica.
• Played against this cutie and his friend with jessica !

[ swear to fucking god he cant stop staring at me ] LOL kidds :)

• Waited for cornball&frankstein for dinner.
• and conroy knows that shit was his fault.

""Girls are like apples...the best ones are at the top of the trees. The boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think there is something wrong with them, when, in reality, they are amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree..." ♥

im not in the top of tree; im in the fucking
sky, floating on cloudnine. :)
reach me now motherfuckers! lols.

I died Last Night

OHMYFUCKINGLIVINGFUCK.
NEVER
IN MY
LIFE
WAS THIS
HUNGRY.
NO $$ ,
NO DINNER.
THOUGHT
I WAS ABLE
TO SLEEP
THROUGH
SUCH
FEELING
BUT COULDNT.
GOT
THE
FUCK
OUTTA
MY
BED;
AT 2
JUST TO
EAT
SOME
DAMN
COOKIES.
OMGAWSH.
BEST
ORGASIM
EVAR.

Super Hawt Beaching

- -_- im deadass burnt. Im like melted chocolate colored right now & im sad. I dont want to turn out like a black nigga. I hate it ! Today wasnt really that great , my freaking bikini top freaking popped. my balls must be HUGEEEEEE. i was lying down tanning & when i just wanted to stand back up , my bikini top just broke! So i was like than goodness my balls didnt fall off. So i went to the womens bathroon & quickly changed. :) i had alot in mind today. i kinda tear`d alittle outta no where today. My eyes were behind the shades most of the time. Just thinking life. kinda weird aint it ? But the rest of the day was aight. I drank feeckin beach water again, it taste like freaking DOODOO. ): and sand was everywheree! It was just to darn hot. But thank goodness i came back home alivee. LOL TODAY WE CREATED THIS NEW SHIT. if we see one of us standing by ourselves ; we start to sing this "LONER , LONER ,LONER". LOL haha , some immature funny shit :D

- we went to popeyes later just to eat. it was also hot as hell ovar there too. it was funny thinking bout it becuase helen got her pmsing mode outta no where. even though i know shes just tryna make michael mad. SO i wanted to make her feel like shit . :) i like pissing helen off , its funny. She keeps telling me to NOT say hi to people , so when we walk across that person. I jump and say HI. HAHA LOL. helens always like , WTF BITCH ! hehe ;D helen got jokes ! After eating we went to pace to just chill. i cant help but to LAUGH. i tend to laugh for no goddamn reason. Simon was tryna be serious with me and i just CAN'T stop smiling. omg how can i be serious if i find everything so goddamn funny. aiyah -_- LOLS! simon wants to create peace for everyone but i dont think hes getting anywhere close to that right now . :) hahas, hes one funny nigga!

i cant wait to go swimming with everyone today (:
Hopefully theres no weird tension happening; hahas!
peace to duh middle east.

July4th

Fireworks !

• met up with everyone at seward around 3 ?
• Walked to battery & chilled for a while . :]
• Played some russian game that took like forever.
• waited for fireworks, and ateeeeeee at 69 . x 3

Watch fireworks with mostly my 2dayshubbyalex. someones jealous.. LOL

Finally work things out with conroy.
I told myself to let him come to me first, but i couldnt.
becuase I missed talking to him like ALOT ]:
I ignored him for a few days , but he didnt seem to give a shit.
but he actually cared alot . im glad were talking again.
Dont wanna blog much bout you becuase you all i ever talk about.
i know , AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW; stfu . =)

MyBestFrand

Karen Shi wrote this beautiful essay to me :) you made me tear alittle x 3
i love you so damn muchh gurll. my forever biffless. !

Dear Annie Huang,
How long have we known each other? Almost our whole freaking lives since kindergarten! You remembered me in kindergarten, but I didn’t remember you ): and that breaks my heart x /3 . It’s been about ten years since we first met (: . I really like how we started talking a lot more in middle school. We had the most randomnest conversations on aim. I swear we talked about some stupid shit! I don’t even understand how we got so close, but we did. I remember how in elementary school we had the “Friday group”. I remember how in 5th grade when we went to Hershey park, I stayed with you and the twins most of the time. I like how you always tried to make me play handball since 6th grade! I DID play, just not for long. It’s okay. I know you still love me. I remember that time in grand where we were playing that jumping from block to block game and I bumped into one of the blocks ): That shit hurt. I remember the first time we went ice-skating in 6th grade. We were all so dumb scared, but you sucked it up and went into the middle! I remember in 7th grade when I finally had classes with you! And almost every day you guys would write in each other’s science notebook. How cute (: I also remember how you started to become my best friend out of nowhere (: I remember in 8th grade when you started liking mr.green person. Your favorite color even became green! Remember those times that we had a snowball fight afterschool (: I remember how you joined the volleyball team and you were mad pro! Number seven! During the half days it was always you, me, and lily. LOL. Towards the end of the school year when we were almost graduating and at the end of the day mad people started tearing. When you teared, I teared! I remember during the summer of eight grade when I came back to New York for a while; you took me to this “yummy sandwich place” and got me this sandwich. That was a good sandwich, but it was mad big! Then when I turned around you put hot sauce in it! You think you’re slick! I remember the days we went to Crystal’s place and you would try to scare me with chippy! Mad evil! Remember those days we went to Flower and Cherry. I remember back then you guys would play handball against the wall near the basketball hoops in Seward. I remember those days when we would drag Thania along. I like how over the years you just be coming over my place like it’s your second home (: I like how even though we may have arguments and disagreements, we can work it out because there’s no point in breaking our friendship over something stupid. I like how you try to be strong on the outside so then nobody could see how you really feel. I like how you try to act like you don’t care about certain things, but it really bothers you. I like how when I look at your past pictures and look at you now it’s like DAMN that was annie? :O You’re mad funny that you even had to show me the video of seven different laughs! Imma try that one day and see how I feel (: I like the day we went to FDR to just see the sunrise and talk. That was tiring, but worth it. We were so close in middle school, but then we had to separate in high school ): I remember how at first you were hating the fact that you had to go to nest+m, but now you love it! We made MAD memories over the years. You’ll forever remain by bestfriend and no one can change that. I find it mad funny how you be saying I better go to college because I gotta support you! WTF. LOL . Don’t worry. I won’t leave you on the street (:
I love you !

Travel

Not sad anymore , becuase ima stop acting like a liddo dumbo dwarf :]
Im actually very happy today =) but just that i was bored today.
guys were gone to flushing & i had completly nothing to do !
Went to flower and won a game with jessica i saw this hurt ass nagga. -_-
Then headed back to seward just to check who was there.
I was watching helen and amylau practice , they niceeeeee [;
Then ate with the laus at gudegude, fucking delicious !
Went back to seward like my 4th time & played a game.
Jin was about the drive us home until he mentions about target.
Chilled around for like an hour ish and came back .
Went to cousins home to celebrate kennys birthday.
happy birthday little youngster thats like fucking tall as yaoming.
Ate oreo ice cream cake & played with kitty. LOVE THE CATS EYE!
Came home & hate it here. =) yeah thats my day.

Do i really gotta be the first one to say it?

HolyFuck.

super bad start for july. a shitload of things was running through my head this morning. i can say, i was unhappy. i was angry , but theres just no point. Theres so much in my head , but yet i dont want to blog about it. I dont want to mentions any names becuase who knows where we may end up. I just need some time. Karma is a damn bitch.

Went to sohos with helen lau after seward.
I got some beautiful color flip flops& clothes.
Im in love with my necklace ; so beautiful.
Went to Pace and it was just cold.
Pace makes me wanna scream and go nuts.

Tomorrow everyones busy
I dont know what to do.

DorneyParko

dorney with loves

got sick at the end.

lost voice; kinda, and freakin exhausted.

yeah , ended my day so damn happy. -.-

dumb tired to blog.

dont want to blog.

no mood to blog. -_-

Brooklyn !

First off ; happy birthday lily ye. wahwah . !!! x 3


Cropsey&MickeyPark (:

HOLY SHIT ; me and jessica walked about a thousand miles just to find our way to cropsey. cropsey wasnt as fun as the first time i went ): but holy shit , i was getting fried! i was wearing black and dying in the sun. I WAS LITERALLY GETTING BURNT. COOKED MUTHAFUCKER !@#$ okay so @ cropsey ... boring. me & jessica told each other ; we better make a friend by the end of the day. but how can we be friends with some fucking ugly donkey looking hurt niggas ?! you know who was good looking in cropsey; SHAWTY IN THE GRAY. FRANKIE :) haha no , our friends. like if i didnt know them , [example; alex, dennis, philip, conroy, etc etc] i would fucking BAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG every single one of them . NO JOKE. I WILL COME DYING & BEGGIN FOR YOUR DIGITS ! but everyone else, just plain ugly.
So then we all traveled to McDonald Park; not bad. i got to play handball with my girl amylau . we won a game! i swear to god, never judge girls. i just fucking hate that shit. we aint weak, im probably more skilled than you. AITE !? but i think i was doing great, once again. (: i think its really the jordans, even though it hurts my toes like a bitchhhh! I PWN THESE BITCHASS WEAKLINGS. one looking like a ugly mushroom. smh yo. alex&conroy game was great. cept the girls kept talking smack. i hate girls like that. if they come to manhattan & kept talking shit. holy fuck, some whooping tonight. LOLOL they will get beat and get their butt fist`d . SHIET.

FRANKIE THE BUMASSS LOSER.
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I BOTHER FRANKIE ALOT TODAY :D
he can be funny , & he can be a big jerk !
But this nigguh got me laughing alot today
but FUCKKKKKKKKKKYOU. hehe

deuces , xoxo, i be out. (=

I Forgot

i forgot to blog some of what happen`d this week !

lilys birthday celebration :] we went iceskating & it was VERYY fun. we were playing tag almost the whole time we were there. there was lily, me, karen, susan,yin,joyce, jingjing, judith, binling, wingyee,wingyan, and david. yeah only 1 guy came, pimpin. the place was very enjoyable! it was big and yet cheap. there was also a swimming pool there too. queens is such a good neighboorhood[; i really wanted to stay there longer, but judith really gotta go. ugh! thats like a sucker punch in the face! i was skating so beautifully LOL. nah , not really. everyone was skating so well though. mostly wing yee, she odee quick. & LMFAO; yin and susan just keeps falling in second round. they just could keep their butt up and now they look mad diseal with mad bruises. haha =)

night with conroy ! yeah bitchass . you wouldnt think i'll blog about this would you? and here i am, FIRST to talk bout it; douche. but we promised each other to stay up till 3 in the morning. holy shit, it was quite hardd. i started to get a bit sleepy around 2 sumthing. but NO, i aint falling asleep ! i IM`d this nigga first , like always at like 11 something. just to check up on him. becuase the day before this night , he also promise me he would sleep late. but HE DIDNT. we talked about whatever we can to keep each other awake. i swear to god , he fell asleep for like 10 mins then came back. tsktskk ! he was telling me stories to let time passs. he got the corni-est story ever. but thats who he is - a corn ball. thanks conroy for such a night ;D