simons back !

i suck dick in handball right now. i hate being so rusty. /: i felt like i learned nothing when i know i goddammit didd! Yesterday i was playing with conroy & i just wanted to kill myself. I missed almost every shot and probably got conroy dumb tight. And today i was playing with solomon and its the same outcome. suckballs. now i dont know if i ever should take a break of handball. this is the outcome of it & its not fucking goood ! i want to remain a godly left . /:

Simons back! Im happy :) When i was walking to seward, i was just freakin anxious. Even tho i took a shit long hours to come outside. When i was actually in front of seward, i didnt see simon @ the handball courts. I was bout to cry , then when i was walking to the entrance. THERE WAS SIMON! i was being an immature little girl & kept on yelling his name ohdee loud. i couldnt shut up , i was able to see simon again! after these long 8 dayssss. he still the same old simon. :]

Went to pace quite early today. I thought there would be nothing to do. but i was wronggg. We were playing taps shiet. LMFAO i couldnt stop being a little bitch. i was being like another m.huang and was going nuts&angry. not tryna say anything mean michael. (: i was fucking sitting next to solo & simon and they were HARSH. they beam that shit on my and i get SO SCARED. but when i get 'angry' , I FUCK SHIT UP. HAHA ! it was really funny becuase it gets intense & people fuck each other by beaming that shit. Dennis was scaring the shit outta us becuase when he has the ball , he will choose someone and beam the shit outta them. LOL , sometimes we get lucky and beam that shit back right to him. :) my holy jeez , i was sweating balls. now this is a night i would die forr; just to have fun. jin drove us back home. michaelwu was kind enough to walk home becuase the car didnt fit enough people. james was being annoying; whatever. i dont want him to chill with us. i just want him to like just be a friend. not a friend to chill with everyday or some sort. it pisses me off.

thats not only that pisses me off;
but i got the guts to just forget.