SpicyTuesday

went yumcha with the goodfrands this morning. It was a good start to the morning until fucking rain poured outta no where. holy shitface , i was feeling so disgusting and i just wanna pick the world up and ima drop it on your fucking head. yeah that kind of feeling. :) LMFAO. My jordans were starting to form blisters on my heel and i went to duaneread for some band-aids. and by the time i was done, BOOM. rain was dripping bullets. the only thing i cared about was my eye make up, if that shit would have wash away. I would look like the witch from wizard of oz. That is one ugly mother fuckerrr. >:O

Then we went to jessicas place to wait until the rain stops. I got dumb for the first movie but the second movie, i was very interested. Fucking old perverts. Its so disgusting. Thanks jessica for buying pizza for us. I still know that i owe you 2$. (:

After that we went to buffalo wild wings. That shit was intense. Blazin is fucking blazing ! No joke. >:O But i order 6 canadian jerk, and 6 hot buffalo wings. (: Which is a total of 12. Guys like Simon, Both Michael, Dennis got BLAZINGGGGGGG. i ate one fucking blazing wing and i was about to cry. i wanted to just drink and squeal like a pussay like conroy. conroy ate ALSO one blazing wing , and then nose bleed outta no where. HAHAHAHAHA. this nigga (: Its funny how a guy like him just cant handle manly shit. Wonder how his life will go! Then after eating blazing wing, we were gonna head back home. It was a fun adventure with simon running around everywhere till the cops came. /: i still feel bad, like no joke! Im gald you didnt mind. (: You is a tough nigga!

MayLok , someone kinda broke the counter. haha funny guy . :D

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Im just very disapointted lately. yes, for the same goddamn reason. for some reason i just cant do it. it wasnt even that long ago when i said i gotta start facing whats coming ahead of me. i dont understand why im still hurting myself like this. i told myself so much times and yet i just come again and do the same shit. I don't even know how it ended up like this. I fucking hate it. I really do. Every fucking day i come home wondering why the fuck am i still continuing like this and then get stress the fuck out. Yeah , i am stress. But i don't everyone worrying becuase im NOT that type to ever be stress. Its just crazy. I dont know how to even deal with this anymore. I tell myself everythings gonna run through smoothly but thats not what my heart tells me. Im so damn selfish, there has to be a end to this.