Laughatize.

SOHOBILLARDSTODAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY :)
i was doing so shitty today. i cant fucking focuss !
Susan pwn`d my ass twice & she just started -__- .
I've been playing at least more than that in my life.
It was okay , it killed alot of time. Solo fucked shit up
Its also very funny when people messed up!

Chipotle at st marks .
So fucking fulling .

Seward & basketball.
No handball today, amazingly!
I was wearing my cute dress.
got stomped on mad times , AHEM HELEN.
we played knocked out . mad fun =)

Me&Amy&Helen&Susan went on a hunt.
hahaha , everyone indiviually seperated !
madd freakin suspiciousss . its so funny though
But we end up knowing the truthh.
were just thinking to muchh. heeeheeeeeeeeee

some real laughs today , prettyhappy(:

As michael wu told me with power,
'accept changeee.'
i felt it , & now i think i will.


TOOTS NIGGAS FROM AUSTRALIA. !

Bitch die.

amy talking mad shit for no reason. Always want to start shit! Nobody wants to look at her ugly tumblr anyways. She got follower becuase she asked people to follow her. She asked me to follow her once i told her bout my tumblr. now what the shit is this? You keep saying your tumblr looks better than everyone, when its one of the ugliest i've ever seen. Ew nigga. Look at my blog , 15 followers. Mines look colorful so everyone would feel happy . You hating hard. Just go home . :)


--
my day was so bad. lost to tony in handball badly! -_-
But whatever! I will do better next time. no worries !

All day , Everyday

sushi @ floflos. :) it was fun making sushi with so much to choose. cept that everyone started to sneak in the kitchen to steal someee ! we almost got no more left. But thanks to jessica for buying some more ingredients , we made some moreee ! It was nice making sushi with everyonee. (: We watched 'grown ups & pokemon' while we at it. hahas! and the funny shit was that florence kept rolling on the floor laughing. This nigga floflo , haha.

So then the next day , JOGGINGGGG in the morninggg!
with helen, simon , conroyy. :) im telling you; i dont give up.
at first me and helen was jogging at the same pace until i slowwed down.
slowwed down alot that simon and conroy ended up faster than us.
But when we jogged back to manhattan , i was ahead of helen!
goood enoughh ! conroy&simon was shitfast . ):
one day i will be right in between you guys and WE will talk, yupyup.

later on the day , i went to seward and wasted mad time till dinner. We were suppose to celebrate michaelhuangs&solomandarr birthday dinner thing. Thier birthday pasted MADD long ago. We were divided to 2 different tables , but no worries! I didnt want to really sit in that table anyways. Im not close to one of them. Actually , not close at all . Some self invite -_-. Then went to pace afterwards to chill.

FUCKING HELEN IS SO EPICLY FUNNAY. LOLOROFLMFAOMGINGING. WE WERE PLAYING THIS SLEEPING SHIT WHERE WE PRETEND TO SLEEP BUT RATHER MINES OR HER EYES WOULD OPEN AT THE SAME TIME. HAHAHAHA . :)

some good laughs today !

oh yeah , by the way . i made a tumblr. But that doesnt mean i'll ever stop bloggingg! tumblr is just there to look pretty , but blogging to write down the memories. (: find my tumblr if you can.

Calm The Soul.

“Tell me when you hear my silence.” Think about it this way: Someone in this world is attending a funeral right now and weeping at the coffin. The lady in that to-die-for baby pink chiffon scarf who passed you in the street might have just been turned away from her last job interview for the third consecutive day.
The well-dressed, smart-looking man dressed in a suit carrying his briefcase to work could be battling cancer. That rich-looking lady in the limousine that you’re really envious of, who just drove past, might be really upset because she just heard the news that her husband’s passed away in a car crash.
Or maybe that grungy teen on the corner of the street is just this close to having a break down because she thinks she might be pregnant and her boyfriend is nowhere to be found. And how about that middle-aged lady who looked so kind, maybe she’s actually got no money on her to buy her dog some food and pay the hospital bills for her sick daughter?
So smile at a stranger, tell a girl she’s beautiful, don’t be mean because you never know if you might just provide them with their final reason to promptly expire later that night at home.”
In my recent fight for a better world, for a world of less hatred and irrational judgment, this is what I’ve been wanting to write to you guys in so long. This is the reason why I try not to snap so easily at anonymous hate messages anymore,because as much as they hurt to read, I know that on the other end of the computer is just another human being, with a life of their own - and sending hurtful messages through the internet is just another one of the things they do, maybe another mistake.
So don’t fight fire with fire. Fight darkness with kindness. In life, everyone hurts, and adding to theirs is never something to be proud of. So don’t let little things get to you, and instead let them know you’re there to spread joy, not hate."

I really thank karen for sending me this. Kinda woke me up. (:
Karen , i dont know what will i ever do without you by my side.
you listen to my problems &; is willing to help me out.
Because being mad just aint me , its not cuteeeeeeee.
I love you so much girl . Come back to NY already !

Who do you think I am ?

morning is seward /: It was really humid and i never thought of playing handball. But i played a game against brian. I am no where near this nigga level but i still tend to play singles with him. LOL i know , holy fuck ! I got 12 points? Fair enough since im not as brolic as guys. (: I was slacking ohdee but whatever ! When im feeling mad good in handball , he will go yawk seee! Hmm , then later on it just rained. What the fuck to do in rainy days?! We stayed in jacks , then Mees Cafe, then mcdonalds. Then i just needa break of peoples faces , so i told everyone im going to my grannys. But im really not. I believe Solo got the message first , smart ! So then later on i ended up with my sister and solomanderr. Now for some odd reason , it wasnt boring ! I was in my epic laughing moment & we just camwhore like for shitload of hours. We were near seaport just chilling. & then all of a sudden i got tired and shawwwdaup for a whilee. Then pace & home. A regular day.

everyones making a tumblr ):
makes me want one too ! but i'll make it later-ish?

Now lets get a little personal . Im so tired of fucking stupid shit. I will not repeat myself , just becuase im young , dont fucking take advantage. You piss me off so good. Now everyone thinks i get mad at anything , i wonder why is that. No fucking shit , its you. You think i've change but im just tired of laughing it off. Fuck that. But yeah , i think i know better than that now. "My life continues with or without you" . Both way is fine. I really dont care. You act like you can just walk in and out of my life. Your so lucky that i am able to just ignore it and drop it. But deadass, i think your being way more immature. You fucking make every single cell in me shake.


&; i will change.

Trigger you right in the ♥.

/: my mom like just fucking flipped out once i got home. and she thought i was doing bad things or those shit becuase i came home with a rose. a rose frankie kindly gave me. She just came outta no where cursing in chinese and was like "look how young you are and you already know how to date?! No wonder you came home late, doing bad things. Better not dare to fucking date." I wanna fuck stab her. I wanted to save my beautiful flower and put it in the vase. Then she thought i was already doing 'bad things'. I told her shitload of times I was not doing anything. But shes like "yeah, keep deny it," fuckin yelling it. I just shut the fuck up.
I took the rose from the vase, broke it into peices & torn all the fucking pedals apart. Now when she wakes the fuck up , she will see no rose. happy now mom? To prove to my fucking mom i was just having a friendly dinner. She doesnt even fucking trust me. Just becuase this time i came home with a rose, she throws a bitchfit. I always come home late. So wtf. I cried alittle becuase it was just a present. Just so sorry frankie huangg. This is why i hate home , dealing with someone like her.

Just jog it off.

Lets get some FOURPACS!

my day was fucking i dont know. haha lol
great first game with sister against quiwahwah & his partnerr.
then played wendy & her partner ; FUCKING SUCK BALLS.
and i dont know why i drip gallons of sweat.

THEN THE MANLY SIDE OF ME CAME . (:
so i told myself that i needa start watching my weight.
I was talking to simon bout it and i told him we have to run the bridge.
But at times i got lazy, & complain bout my period.
BUTTTTTTTTTTT i just couldnt just watch myself eat anymore.
SO I RAN THE BRIDGE TODAY :D .
i was like always 5mins away from simon. diew
I never sweated this fucking hard .
but i never gave up . (: I ran the whole bridge back&forthh!
Thanks simon for jogging with meee ! ♥
I WILL BE BEAUTIFUL IN NO TIMEEEE.
jogging tomorrow , whoot whoot . byeeee.

i cant stop (:ING

This fucking pimple . Came outta no where... ITS SO BIG. i wanna pop it and put the puss into a cup and make you DRINK IT hahas! :) i think its becuase i've been eating ALOT. i barely come home to eat anymore becuase i like to hang out superr late. fucking lord ! speaking of eating , i've been eating TOOO much. i gained 8 pounds ever since basketball season was over. :/ During basketball practice, i use to run a mile almost everyday. To keep fit & be healthy. Now im just butt lazy & eat like a fucking piggggg. ): Gotta stop with such bad eating habits. Ima start jogging w/ the guys and drop down the 8 pounds. I swear to god, if holly could drop so much weight. So will annieee! Its not a bad thing holly ! You motivated me . (=

Um , my anger issue days are over. I just dont like mention about it. I told bout 3 people why i was very angry& most people just found out themselves. Ahems AmyLau! you know me well babygirl :) Like if they want to talk shit , they can. If they cant take a joke , its not my fault. Everyone knows im a person who jokes around so get with it. But whatever . If talking shit is what people do best , i will take even more shit. LMFAO; "Go hard or go home" The quote i live by. haha ! its just sad that , your create such an angry little asian girl in me. :) no more chemistry ? i sincerly dont give a fuck . LOL i sound so angry once again. LAWL kay, end with this angry shitt.!@#^%&*( . NO MORE BITING& BE A CUTE DUMBO DWARF HOPPING AROUNDDDD . =)

• Jin drove up to NewJerseyGarden! Its so fucking beautiful . (:
• MICHAEL WU CALLED ME FUCKING HOT !! ♥
  
• why is my blog so colorful ?! i was bored.

LAWL . its pretty though !

happy annie makes happy unicorn talk spanish.
HHAHAHAH LMFAO. i needa go die. byeee.

What to do for the rest of this summer? no fucking idea.

Grrr

HOLY FUCKING SHIT ;
yeah , im starting to develop some anger issue.

i love amy&helen . I love watching you girls do your thang once you step inside the volleyball court. :) Even though its a rough start , you bitches make me proud. Mostly you amy , i freakin love youuuu. You stay tough babygirl ! :D

Thoughts

Bored . Like Very. But sometimes we have days like this (:
just nothing to do.

Omfg , hate it when people complain. And also like to talk about shit that directs to somebody specifically. Yes you know it, so please don't do it.

Holy
Fucking
Shit.
Shut
Up
Please?

Skateeeeeee

skating at world ice arena at queens. i really like that place (:
i didn't skate very well at first but got the hang of it.
theres this one fall that i almost broke my chin. like so close!
play tag with everyone; everyone was pretty quick . :]
dennis ovar here hurt himself pretty bad . like some cacoon arms.
then head back to pace w/ everyone.
Ate popeyes with simon, michaelng, and susan.
Some deep convos. haha :) only if there were more 'michael wu's in this world' .
went home and its dumb bored. /: .


Theres so much i want to scream out .

SpicyTuesday

went yumcha with the goodfrands this morning. It was a good start to the morning until fucking rain poured outta no where. holy shitface , i was feeling so disgusting and i just wanna pick the world up and ima drop it on your fucking head. yeah that kind of feeling. :) LMFAO. My jordans were starting to form blisters on my heel and i went to duaneread for some band-aids. and by the time i was done, BOOM. rain was dripping bullets. the only thing i cared about was my eye make up, if that shit would have wash away. I would look like the witch from wizard of oz. That is one ugly mother fuckerrr. >:O

Then we went to jessicas place to wait until the rain stops. I got dumb for the first movie but the second movie, i was very interested. Fucking old perverts. Its so disgusting. Thanks jessica for buying pizza for us. I still know that i owe you 2$. (:

After that we went to buffalo wild wings. That shit was intense. Blazin is fucking blazing ! No joke. >:O But i order 6 canadian jerk, and 6 hot buffalo wings. (: Which is a total of 12. Guys like Simon, Both Michael, Dennis got BLAZINGGGGGGG. i ate one fucking blazing wing and i was about to cry. i wanted to just drink and squeal like a pussay like conroy. conroy ate ALSO one blazing wing , and then nose bleed outta no where. HAHAHAHAHA. this nigga (: Its funny how a guy like him just cant handle manly shit. Wonder how his life will go! Then after eating blazing wing, we were gonna head back home. It was a fun adventure with simon running around everywhere till the cops came. /: i still feel bad, like no joke! Im gald you didnt mind. (: You is a tough nigga!

MayLok , someone kinda broke the counter. haha funny guy . :D

- - - - - - - - - - ♥
Im just very disapointted lately. yes, for the same goddamn reason. for some reason i just cant do it. it wasnt even that long ago when i said i gotta start facing whats coming ahead of me. i dont understand why im still hurting myself like this. i told myself so much times and yet i just come again and do the same shit. I don't even know how it ended up like this. I fucking hate it. I really do. Every fucking day i come home wondering why the fuck am i still continuing like this and then get stress the fuck out. Yeah , i am stress. But i don't everyone worrying becuase im NOT that type to ever be stress. Its just crazy. I dont know how to even deal with this anymore. I tell myself everythings gonna run through smoothly but thats not what my heart tells me. Im so damn selfish, there has to be a end to this.

Happy Smiles

I went to the movies and watched about 3 movies? half of The last AirBender;despicable me; and eclipse. i fucking love despicable me! mostly agnes. but i gotta say, vectors kinda cute.♥

Hello frands, that picture to my right is booboo stewart. i fucking love him a lot. he looks chinese , but hes not. (: He was in the movie eclipse. you guys problably didnt know who the hell he is but he was the new 'member' of the group. Speaking of eclipse, it wasnt my favorite becuase its just , kiss kiss, war, yay happy ending -_- And most of the time i cant enjoy it becuase this nigga frankie cant freakin shut the fuck up! When its the part where bella + edward kissing, frankie fucking stoned looked at me. IM LIKE WTFONX!? cant you see im tryna enjoy a moment here! Not only that, i was so in LOVE with jacob. (; he is a cutie no joke. i was a jacob fan last year but now im just in love with booboo stewart! I hope the last movie , breakin dawn will be better becuase i heard they gonna have sex ! HAHA lols (:

Despicable Me. (: i love it so much! Mostly agnes♥ i swear to god shes chinese. Just look at her. Big eyes, bowl cut, pointy hair. holy shit , i better born a baby as this cute!


So tomorrow is the day; im not being a hypocrite to my own words. To susan, holly, and lily. A deal is a deal. And mostly to Karen Shi , to not get myself into such stress & confusion. I cant see myself just continuing like this! Today is my last day. ): Susan kept reminding me. Thats why i try to have much fun before I can't. Yeahs, i wont lose.

My Heart Speaks

TodayJune8th; i went to seward.
won micheal with my left against his. obviously i pwn butt =)
im a lefty your a righty. what a challenge! gee.
then went to pace; alot of talk w/ guys. :]
i finally know what to do from now on.

i swear with all my mighty strength & heart;
im done fucking around. period.
holly ye over here; i dont want you thinking bout me like that!
if you think bout me like that , probably every other girl thinks the same.
So guys, ima be back to the boring ass annie. kaybye. yay !
sorry if i dissapoint you guys. HAHHAHAHAHA.
cuase certain people cuased me to act this way. ahems!

Whats In Store

• Woke up chilling with laus .
• Went to jacks to meet up with aLex & michael.
• dennis and simon came later.
• walked around with jessica and meet with guys later.
• at quicklys helping my boo florence. :)
  
• guys went back to seward .
• Went to Ec & saw the nigga ng.
• Walk back to seward with florence and jessica.
• Played against this cutie and his friend with jessica !

[ swear to fucking god he cant stop staring at me ] LOL kidds :)

• Waited for cornball&frankstein for dinner.
• and conroy knows that shit was his fault.

""Girls are like apples...the best ones are at the top of the trees. The boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think there is something wrong with them, when, in reality, they are amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree..." ♥

im not in the top of tree; im in the fucking
sky, floating on cloudnine. :)
reach me now motherfuckers! lols.

I died Last Night

OHMYFUCKINGLIVINGFUCK.
NEVER
IN MY
LIFE
WAS THIS
HUNGRY.
NO $$ ,
NO DINNER.
THOUGHT
I WAS ABLE
TO SLEEP
THROUGH
SUCH
FEELING
BUT COULDNT.
GOT
THE
FUCK
OUTTA
MY
BED;
AT 2
JUST TO
EAT
SOME
DAMN
COOKIES.
OMGAWSH.
BEST
ORGASIM
EVAR.

Super Hawt Beaching

- -_- im deadass burnt. Im like melted chocolate colored right now & im sad. I dont want to turn out like a black nigga. I hate it ! Today wasnt really that great , my freaking bikini top freaking popped. my balls must be HUGEEEEEE. i was lying down tanning & when i just wanted to stand back up , my bikini top just broke! So i was like than goodness my balls didnt fall off. So i went to the womens bathroon & quickly changed. :) i had alot in mind today. i kinda tear`d alittle outta no where today. My eyes were behind the shades most of the time. Just thinking life. kinda weird aint it ? But the rest of the day was aight. I drank feeckin beach water again, it taste like freaking DOODOO. ): and sand was everywheree! It was just to darn hot. But thank goodness i came back home alivee. LOL TODAY WE CREATED THIS NEW SHIT. if we see one of us standing by ourselves ; we start to sing this "LONER , LONER ,LONER". LOL haha , some immature funny shit :D

- we went to popeyes later just to eat. it was also hot as hell ovar there too. it was funny thinking bout it becuase helen got her pmsing mode outta no where. even though i know shes just tryna make michael mad. SO i wanted to make her feel like shit . :) i like pissing helen off , its funny. She keeps telling me to NOT say hi to people , so when we walk across that person. I jump and say HI. HAHA LOL. helens always like , WTF BITCH ! hehe ;D helen got jokes ! After eating we went to pace to just chill. i cant help but to LAUGH. i tend to laugh for no goddamn reason. Simon was tryna be serious with me and i just CAN'T stop smiling. omg how can i be serious if i find everything so goddamn funny. aiyah -_- LOLS! simon wants to create peace for everyone but i dont think hes getting anywhere close to that right now . :) hahas, hes one funny nigga!

i cant wait to go swimming with everyone today (:
Hopefully theres no weird tension happening; hahas!
peace to duh middle east.

July4th

Fireworks !

• met up with everyone at seward around 3 ?
• Walked to battery & chilled for a while . :]
• Played some russian game that took like forever.
• waited for fireworks, and ateeeeeee at 69 . x 3

Watch fireworks with mostly my 2dayshubbyalex. someones jealous.. LOL

Finally work things out with conroy.
I told myself to let him come to me first, but i couldnt.
becuase I missed talking to him like ALOT ]:
I ignored him for a few days , but he didnt seem to give a shit.
but he actually cared alot . im glad were talking again.
Dont wanna blog much bout you becuase you all i ever talk about.
i know , AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW; stfu . =)

MyBestFrand

Karen Shi wrote this beautiful essay to me :) you made me tear alittle x 3
i love you so damn muchh gurll. my forever biffless. !

Dear Annie Huang,
How long have we known each other? Almost our whole freaking lives since kindergarten! You remembered me in kindergarten, but I didn’t remember you ): and that breaks my heart x /3 . It’s been about ten years since we first met (: . I really like how we started talking a lot more in middle school. We had the most randomnest conversations on aim. I swear we talked about some stupid shit! I don’t even understand how we got so close, but we did. I remember how in elementary school we had the “Friday group”. I remember how in 5th grade when we went to Hershey park, I stayed with you and the twins most of the time. I like how you always tried to make me play handball since 6th grade! I DID play, just not for long. It’s okay. I know you still love me. I remember that time in grand where we were playing that jumping from block to block game and I bumped into one of the blocks ): That shit hurt. I remember the first time we went ice-skating in 6th grade. We were all so dumb scared, but you sucked it up and went into the middle! I remember in 7th grade when I finally had classes with you! And almost every day you guys would write in each other’s science notebook. How cute (: I also remember how you started to become my best friend out of nowhere (: I remember in 8th grade when you started liking mr.green person. Your favorite color even became green! Remember those times that we had a snowball fight afterschool (: I remember how you joined the volleyball team and you were mad pro! Number seven! During the half days it was always you, me, and lily. LOL. Towards the end of the school year when we were almost graduating and at the end of the day mad people started tearing. When you teared, I teared! I remember during the summer of eight grade when I came back to New York for a while; you took me to this “yummy sandwich place” and got me this sandwich. That was a good sandwich, but it was mad big! Then when I turned around you put hot sauce in it! You think you’re slick! I remember the days we went to Crystal’s place and you would try to scare me with chippy! Mad evil! Remember those days we went to Flower and Cherry. I remember back then you guys would play handball against the wall near the basketball hoops in Seward. I remember those days when we would drag Thania along. I like how over the years you just be coming over my place like it’s your second home (: I like how even though we may have arguments and disagreements, we can work it out because there’s no point in breaking our friendship over something stupid. I like how you try to be strong on the outside so then nobody could see how you really feel. I like how you try to act like you don’t care about certain things, but it really bothers you. I like how when I look at your past pictures and look at you now it’s like DAMN that was annie? :O You’re mad funny that you even had to show me the video of seven different laughs! Imma try that one day and see how I feel (: I like the day we went to FDR to just see the sunrise and talk. That was tiring, but worth it. We were so close in middle school, but then we had to separate in high school ): I remember how at first you were hating the fact that you had to go to nest+m, but now you love it! We made MAD memories over the years. You’ll forever remain by bestfriend and no one can change that. I find it mad funny how you be saying I better go to college because I gotta support you! WTF. LOL . Don’t worry. I won’t leave you on the street (:
I love you !

Travel

Not sad anymore , becuase ima stop acting like a liddo dumbo dwarf :]
Im actually very happy today =) but just that i was bored today.
guys were gone to flushing & i had completly nothing to do !
Went to flower and won a game with jessica i saw this hurt ass nagga. -_-
Then headed back to seward just to check who was there.
I was watching helen and amylau practice , they niceeeeee [;
Then ate with the laus at gudegude, fucking delicious !
Went back to seward like my 4th time & played a game.
Jin was about the drive us home until he mentions about target.
Chilled around for like an hour ish and came back .
Went to cousins home to celebrate kennys birthday.
happy birthday little youngster thats like fucking tall as yaoming.
Ate oreo ice cream cake & played with kitty. LOVE THE CATS EYE!
Came home & hate it here. =) yeah thats my day.

Do i really gotta be the first one to say it?

HolyFuck.

super bad start for july. a shitload of things was running through my head this morning. i can say, i was unhappy. i was angry , but theres just no point. Theres so much in my head , but yet i dont want to blog about it. I dont want to mentions any names becuase who knows where we may end up. I just need some time. Karma is a damn bitch.

Went to sohos with helen lau after seward.
I got some beautiful color flip flops& clothes.
Im in love with my necklace ; so beautiful.
Went to Pace and it was just cold.
Pace makes me wanna scream and go nuts.

Tomorrow everyones busy
I dont know what to do.