WOW I MISS YOU. I WAS READING BACK MY OLD BLOGS & WHY AM I JUST SO SEXY? nah, i came back to this because alex just recently said that i was in google thanks to my blogg. SO TYVM BLOGGER :) IM SRRY FOR NOT TOUCHING YOU IN SO LONG. i bet after today, im not gonna come back for like about another 19093840928493 months. hehe

life is good right now, schools boring but i got to chill with my friends a lot this pass month and summer. i've been thinking, since i been in seward for like about 5-6 years, i wonder will i ever stop going. :/ what happen if theres a sudden event in my life that makes me stop going to seward forevea!? thats crazyy! been its true. i've been in seward for so long that i know i'll eventually stop going. just dont know when. OK I DONT WANT TO WRITE ANYMORE

depressing month.

not much people blog anymore. i do miss how i would know how everybody is doing and see how lifes treating them. now, everythings different of course. everyones on tumblr. hm, so .. i guess im stressing almost everyday and yes, i keep everything to myself. then people would get mad that i keep things to myself then makes it even fucking 100398023 x more stress that it already is. idk, i feel so complicated right know. i do know what i want now though but obviously its gonna hurt me. i wish someone can see what im going through, fuck.

unhappy

so manyy thoughts but cant be said publicLy. i feel at my weakest, no matter how many times i try to pick myself back up on my feet, a motherfucking earthquakes come & drags me down ..

ALRIGHT SO I HAVENT BEEN ON THIS BUT W.E. im in school right now and they deadass blocked tumblr. if these little girls didnt open thier mouth and tell the librian about tumblr maybe i would have like reblog some like pretty ass picture. anyways yeah, somethings wrong my ear ): my right ear has completly shut down me and i cant hear shit. now i gotta hear everything with my left ear and its making me very stress. i cant hear anything and i feel so stupid and dumb. yeah lifes tough. anyways im out; goodbye

stress x1000.

not gonna say why , not gonna tell.

pause, moving foward w. life

ceeeenyyy

chinese new year

with my mama and sister. sorry karen for not being with you :( we were basically @ grand most of the time. we saw peformances and took alot of pictures. im to lazy to upload it today so maybe i upload them tmr. i also got to see the long parade thingy that was roaming around , cept i saw it at grand near gude gude. i saw my babe florence :') she was so coool. so we stayed at grand to watch like these kungfu shit and it was amazinggg! i have videos ! check them out once i upload them lmfao. after standing there for like a good couple of cold hours, we went to paris to eat some baoquette?! i think thats what its called. MAN GEWDD.yeah ate and ate, then stopped at grand to say hello to my cousins haha. good time spending with them =) they know some of my stuff becuase of stupid tiffany , shiat. but i dont really care anymore , people have their days! im glad i could share with them. then it got dark & was time to go home :/ BUT the best part was i got to see simon for a liddo bit. :'] walked him to the bus and the day is done!

lol right now tho, im kinda emotional. sad

lols i realize i havent been on this thing for awhile. yeah tumblr really didnt fuck my blogging moments :[ but tmr is school again. yup, regents week already passed. i usually blog about my day or if im feeling somewhat emotional. but then i get lazy ;( i'll try to update on this more becuase i remember how this is like my diary. i gotta catch up! and catch up with alot of people! :) but for now im stuck with basketball practice and the dumb weather. PEACE

so just yesterday i came back from vacation with simon lui :) happy happy! we went to dc and niagara falls. but it was a aite trip, we had to be on the bus most of the time. EW DISGUSTING.everytime i would sit on the bus for hours , i just go to sleep and bore simon. haha we had many lunch and dinner stops and i love it :) we just sit down, eat, and walk around. its bad to we used alot of money and now broke as fuck -_- !

The Corning Museum of Glass;

it was yet again interesting. this is my second time going there. it a pretty cool museum. it teaches how glass was made and how much progress it takes to make it. yeah not so interesting! but theres was so much pretty glass like this body looking one ! boobies mad small for no reason , LOL JAYPEE. go check out the pictures at simons facebook :) and i uploaded this video related to it so go check that out tooo on my facebook ! heres some more pictures !

Also went to Washington D.C and Niagara falls. :) but to lazy to upload them. thank you simon for such a great time , i loveee youuu