Monday, January 14, 2013

FIRST POST 2013 !!

I'm still here. what a shocker. i'm only here because holly actually reminded my about this. wow i dont even know where to start. i notice such a HUGE difference in me. I use to be soooo sooo fucking funnay and young. i enjoy each and everyday of my past. But as for now, my life is shit. Its the same shit , different day. Everyone is off to college and i'm still here mingling in high school. What worries me the most is college. I hope i'll get to meet new friends and new everything. GAH FKDSL;AKD;ASLKDS;ALDKSA;LDKSADK RAGE QUIT .

i'll be back next year , toodles.

Monday, June 4, 2012

ello. long time no see my fellow blog. well i dont know where else to write my feelings.. so i come here.

hi my niggas&niggies&nigglo&niggnigg whos reading this.
so i've been going through a lot. im dealing with a lot of problems, acting like it doesnt affect me.. but deep down it really does. lol. omg emo ass girl. but yeah, i'll just let time pass. im thankful for the people still around me. People can go ahead and judge me. i can care less. i will keep smiling and have some fun. seriously i'm mad young and  i dont deserve this kind of stress. deadass? at the age of 16? fut no. nonononononono. lmao yeah idk what to feel , so bye.

 i was passing through my blog and i notice how i've changed so much. i use to talk bout --- 24/7 and about our great times together. why it gotta end up this way..? why everything have to be so different and difficult. lols. im thankful for what we had though.. i will never going to forget it .

Saturday, March 24, 2012

relationships sucks.

Saturday, March 17, 2012

i am BACK HAHAHAHA it makes me laugh everytime i read my other post. i know myself so well, TOOWELL. AT LEAST IM STILL HER BITCHES. omg watch me come back and laugh at myself again. sooooooooooooo recently uhhhhhhhhhh idk my life aint interesting lmao. got a little drama going on but whatever , fuck it. stay happy. look at the mirror everything telling myself how ridiculously beautiful i am, HAHA. jkjk but yeah, lol. i visited lily/hollys church, it was movie night or some shit and i stayed to watch thier 'christian movie' LAWL , they were some pretty cool people. .and most of all, iLOVE THE FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD. everyone was so chilled im planning to visit maybe 1 a .. year. AHAIDK. but yeah end of story , bye ahaahaha

Saturday, February 11, 2012

here i am again. LMFAO i knew lily was gonna blog about our adventure. LMFAO AT MY OTHER BLOG but its true .. the next time ima come back is like another 34093dposid months later. but yeah, nothing to blog about. just that these pass MONTH had a lot of up & downs. k this is gay.. this is going no where haah. today i chill with lily at union sq. MAD FUN BECUASE WERE JUST CRAZY. SO FREAKING CRAZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

um lets see....................................... i really dont know what to write. haha
omg i think turtles are my favorite animal now, they are like .. really cute

OMFG FIRST POST IN 2012 .................. HOW CRAZY. WONDER HOW LONG WILL I TAKE THIS TIME . OMFG THIS IS NUTS

Monday, October 24, 2011

WOW I MISS YOU. I WAS READING BACK MY OLD BLOGS & WHY AM I JUST SO SEXY? nah, i came back to this because alex just recently said that i was in google thanks to my blogg. SO TYVM BLOGGER :) IM SRRY FOR NOT TOUCHING YOU IN SO LONG. i bet after today, im not gonna come back for like about another 19093840928493 months. hehe

life is good right now, schools boring but i got to chill with my friends a lot this pass month and summer. i've been thinking, since i been in seward for like about 5-6 years, i wonder will i ever stop going. :/ what happen if theres a sudden event in my life that makes me stop going to seward forevea!? thats crazyy! been its true. i've been in seward for so long that i know i'll eventually stop going. just dont know when. OK I DONT WANT TO WRITE ANYMORE

Thursday, April 7, 2011

depressing month.

not much people blog anymore. i do miss how i would know how everybody is doing and see how lifes treating them. now, everythings different of course. everyones on tumblr. hm, so .. i guess im stressing almost everyday and yes, i keep everything to myself. then people would get mad that i keep things to myself then makes it even fucking 100398023 x more stress that it already is. idk, i feel so complicated right know. i do know what i want now though but obviously its gonna hurt me. i wish someone can see what im going through, fuck.